I don't know if I will be able to see Stark's Pond the same ever again. I think I've been traumatized. I'm afraid to go to bed and see what I know I'm gonna see when I close my eyes. >_>

Why, God, why?!

All posts before this posts are part of an old RPG, so they have nothing to do with the current one!

I'm back home in case someone cares... everyday dad was like "We'll go back tomorrow" but it took atleast three days for "tomorrow" to arrive, so...

Kyle, dude. We gotta hang out soon. I feel I havn't seen you in weeks. You free tomorrow?

So the party didn't help my mood alot. I mean I suppose I should go hang out with the guys and be all "Yo, I banged the school's cheerleader, be jelaous" but that's just not how I feel about it. First of all, I don't really remember much about the night and what I remember about it it wasn't what I thought it would be AT ALL. I don't know, maybe I had high expectations of sex because that's what everyone talks about and pretty much declares it the #1 best thing in the freakin world. Meh, I suppose it was the alcohol. Bebe is hot though, it might be better sober... but I don't think she's the kind who would date. And she's Wendy's bff, which would be just plain awkward.

Suppose it's good to get out of this scene for a while... and thank God Shelley is not coming because she wants to spend time with her new internet "boyfriend". I might actually go to school bruiseless next week.

So, how to say this as politely as possible? Fucking lay off about last Friday already. We got drunk, big deal. Get your gossip from somewhere else thanks.

My hang over is FINALLY gone, so I can actually try to do some homework. But I couldn't be less interested, surprisingly. I guess I'll just play PS3 for the rest of the night... who actually cares about WWII essay grade, anyway? Okay, Kyle, I meant anyone BUT you. :P

oh and my parents are talking about taking a trip to Aspen again, which is totally lame, but they wont leave me alone to the house, so I probably wont be around for a few days.

(OOC: I'm moving to Australia tomorrow, it's like a 24-hour travel pretty much, so you wont be seeing me around until the weekend :C I also wont have internet in my room at first, so I don't know how much I can be online. But there is internet in the family I'm going to, so I wont be totally internet-less :3)

*DOWN FROM HERE IS OLD RP ENTRIES, IGNORE THEM!*

It's my birthday today! So I'm legal now. Doesn't really feel different from any other days, I guess I'll celebrate it a bit tomorrow when the school dance is. Am I like supposed to be an adult now, I don't even know what I want to be after high school. >_> AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A COSTUME FOR TOMORROW AGH PANIC. D:

Shelley won't stop listening to the new Britney Spears records. I die a little bit inside every time she repeats them. Then I die a little bit more when I realize they start to sound GOOD....

My parents want to spend some quality time with me and Shelley now that she's home for few days... board games and all that gay. Even though she's like...20 something. Reminds me of when we turned into morons mormons. So I won't be around much, I guess they try to make their marriage work better this way... reconnecting with their neglected kids?! all though I havn't seen them smile at eachother in weeks... but if this'll make them smile for even a little while, I guess I'm up for it. And Shelley would make me pay if I didn't do it so I have no choice.

I miss Kyle. Bwah.
See you guys later.


(ooc: I'm on this hygiene training thing today and tomorrow I have an exam and I'll be out all day and then my friend comes over night so you wont see much of me before thursday... unless i decide to procrastinate which i probaly do meh, I am so tired, I had to wake up at 7AM today and now I have to study. I took a risk with energy drink, I can't keep my eyes open otherwise. ~_~ so yep, just letting you know in case i remember how to study...)

Dude. I am so hung over from yesterday. All I want is to cuddle up next to Kyle and forget the world. But of course I can't, seeing that he's in plane on his way to Florida right now. D<
Thanks for everyone who showed up, you succesfully drank all of my beers. And I find like three people passed out on my living room floor which is quite funny though. But I can't laugh, because my head hurts too much already. So now I go to bed and try to forget to world without Kyle. >(

I want to remind everybody: TODAY'S PARTY IS HELD AT MY PLACE AND YOU CAN COME WHENEVER. I'm already ready to do some partying. I got these hippie college kids to buy me some beer and ciders. So yeah, everyone is invited.

Okay, so today I wake up at my parents fighting like in fucking world war II, then my mum storms out crying. Ten minutes later when I go ask dad for money, I find him dressed up as that stupid easter bunny - AND IT'S NOT EVEN FUCKING EASTER. Not to mention, Shelley will come home for a week soon. I don't want to end up like Butters and Kyle Not that she beats me up anymore, but still, I enjoy being the only offspring in the house. And grandpa, well, I don't even wanna go there.

I need some sane companny, dude. Kyle, can I come over tonight?

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIP. Hope you have a good one.

After the worst hours of my life I had the best moment of my life. Everything is fine now. I want to say I'm sorry to everyone who got hurt by this incredibly stupid fight of ours, it was all just very gay.

But now I need to go shop for a birthday present. Later!

Fuck you, person #1
and fuck you, person #2

I don't necessarily need to talk to either of you ever again. Especially not #1.

I'm done with this bullshit, goodbye.

I don't think I've ever felt this horrible, ever. I just really hate my life right now. I'm such an idiot.

I AM OFFICIALLY HEALTHY AND ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE AGAIN.
Thank god, I was getting so bored. Yesterday was my first fever free day so today I'm considered healthy. My cough is pretty much gone as well.

Aaaaaaand my parents are leaving for two days, they said they need some time togehter (don't want to know more, thx) so that leaves me alone in the house, which again means

PARTY AT MY HOUSE TONIGHT AT 9PM!!!!!!

Everyone's invited. Bring your own booze though (if you drink), I'm not rich like Token.


((ooc: I could have a party, I GOT MY INTERNET BACK! :DDD I was thinking we could have a big party RPG this week when alot of us are online so we could all RP at the same time. And kill Stan's house. Mwah. but I'M BACK WOO! :B))

Dude. I have been so sick this week. I had 102 fever for four days, my mum took me to the hospital because she's paranoid but they sent me back with a bottle of tylenol and said I was not to move from bed until next week. x_x I'm starting to feel better now and my fever's down to almost normal but now I have a god damn cold. When's this gonna end?

On good news, my computer is now fixed but I can't be online much because if my mum sees me using it while I'm supposed to be on "bed rest" it wont be pretty.

Kyle. I miss you dude :X And I hope you're not feeling sick...since we were hanging out the day before I got sick. :|

Ok I gotta go I think my parents are back from the grocery store.



((ooc: omg so many new charecters! welcome everyone :B I'll be with you shortly, my internet should be back on tuesday. ^_^))

Great, apparently my computer has a virus on it and I can't get on it at all (I'm at Kyle's now). So you wont be seeing much of me around MSN in a week because I have to get it fixed. |X I also think I have a flu coming, so it seems I'll be lying in bed all week, sigh...


(ooc: I'm moving into a new apartment tomorrow and I won't have internet connection until the 7th, so Stan is not gonna do much stuff next week :C I might get online in library or my mum's work place, we'll see. Bye guys. ;_;)

I'm back.

The trip wasn't that bad actually. I spent most of the time in a spa relaxing. I stayed away from skiis, that's really not my thing. We had a birthday meal in a restauraunt and grandpa tried to trick me to kill him again DX He never learns...

Kyle. Kyle. Kyle. I miss you! See you tonight.<3

Ok, why do I feel like I havn't hung out with Kyle in days? Oh I know, it's cuz I havn't. Except for school, but that's not hanging out. We need to do something today. I'm going away for the weekend, my family got some retarded idea of taking grandpa on a birthday trip to Aspen. Like he could do anything there on a wheelchair, all he wants is to die. And call me Billy. Oh how quiet and peaceful it is while the fat-ass on his trip to LA. Don't you agree? ((OOC: I'm really going away for the weekend to a music festival, I'll come back Sunday afternoon. :>))